Tuesday

Today I felt rested but had a terrible stomach problem. It's a real suffering.
At work I imagined what it would be like to come out to my both parents fully. I know their views quite well. It would be a shock, anger, disappointment and SHAME. He would probably say that the whole life I was fine and now I come up with crazy shit. And I'm sure if I started obviously transitioning they would kick me out. Did I ask for all this?