Wednesday

Without andtidepressants I'm feeling more and deeper. Cried at the bus stop, on the bus and at work. Also during my psychotherapy session. The pain and sadness is real. Dysphoria is a big reason for all this but it's not the only one. Another reason is sadness that my parents aren't supportive. I can't express myself and be me. If my parents would know and see me I think I would be kicked out. Why do they have to be aggressive homophobes... At least I would be financially stable...
When it comes to my psychotherapist I'm very happy she took me. I would love to talk with her every day.