Monday

The negative state is dragging from yesterday. Not sure what caused this but it was deep. At work I cried multiple times. In the evening I received some fem jeans which was exciting. Also managed to try them all, prepare some returns and even order some new ones. While being very tired. Felt like a productive evening. For me anyway...
Very dysphoric about my face and hair. Mostly hair I guess. Also feeling a huge FOMO which adds a lot of stress.