Friday

The day went well with a pleasant doctor's appointment. It became sunny outside and my eyes started itching, got a dry mouth and felt disgusting in general. Summer is coming...
In the evening one embarrassing problem got worse and my anxiety/ocd kicked in hard. I collect problems. I'm a damned problem collector... will I be able to experience living in the future or this whole suffering and pain will be for nothing? Oh and because of that I wasted the whole evening which also depressed me as I lost progress again.