Thursday

Work was fine. Had my psychotherapy session after lunch. This time it wasn't pleasant. I felt like I was annoying with all those confusions of mine. I think there are 4 possible scenarios with me:
1. I'm nonbinary (probably transfem);
2. I'm a transwoman but I don't believe I can ever pass as a woman therefore unconsciously I aim for androgyny;
3. Homophobia and transphobia in me and around me. All this gives me A LOT of confusion and doubts. Also my anxiously obsessive personality isn't helping;
4. There is some weird personality disorder. I doubt this very much.

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