Saturday

Half of the day was spent on obsessive thoughts about my situation and gender. I lose a lot of time, energy and my mood is fucked. With such progress I won't make it in time...
Oh and when most of the day is wasted I feel even worse just because of that. Maybe somehow I have to start going harder on myself...
Somehow I feel like my bad [super difficult to fix] posture could add a lot to my confusion...