Saturday

It wasn't too bad but it was super difficult to focus on important stuff even though I felt quite active. Spent most of the day talking with myself. Partly a waste of time.
I needed to do some work and felt like metal wasn't helping me. Then switched to Chocolate Puma and then to Daft Punk. And that did the trick.
I have to create a high income on my own. There is no other way. But especially with my mental state it's an insanely hard thing to do. It's almost like I try to achieve the impossible. Sometimes a doubt kicks in and I can get depressed really bad. Most people want to get rich for fun things. For me it's a life or death thing.