The worst day ever. Shit stacked in the morning and the first 3-4 hours of the day were the worst. For the first time in my life I tried to find the best way for my suicide. I started reading on Reddit. Someone was asking the same question and in the comments people were asking not to do it... and that's when I lost it. I couldn't control myself and started crying. Later with coffee and music I was able to get a little better but even in the evening I'm very depressed and sad. I don't know how long I will be able to stand this constant pain...
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