Monday

Early morning and I'm fucked up in the head. Finasteride shedding has started. I can't imagine how my front will look soon...
I cried a little in stealth mode at work because I wasn't alone. I still was working while crying. It was difficult to see because of tears. Later I found some balance I guess.
I have some serious issues in my head/neck area. I can barely finish my light workout because I'm dizzy... Will try to make an appointment with my GP as it's a serious problem.
I don't think I thought about this before... I keep doubting my feelings but at the same time the biggest thing that keeps me going is the possibility to transition. Partly or fully. But still...