Friday

A decent day again. In the morning I was quite depressed because of my thin hair but then I managed to keep focusing on work and it balanced out. It's a weird feeling being depressed but at the same time calm and focused.
In the evening I took a nap. When I was half awake I was thinking and went somewhere in my mind. It felt that I figured something out. Almost. I felt like I barely touched it but couldn't take it all. What I felt was that I'm a woman but being confused enby because I don't believe I could ever pass. Maybe it was just some dreaming state. Or maybe it was real.