Monday

Not the worst day. Felt like shit but it wasn't too bad. I feel either bad or very bad. Sometimes I feel good. Just sometimes...
Heard my coworker talk and my mind was like 'soft voice, female, estrogen...'. Immediately started shifting my focus to work and somehow managed not to fall into dysphoric darkness.
These days it's dark when I go to and from work. For some reason I like this darkness. Feels good...