Thursday

I did a cardiogram which showed some palpitations but was assured it was normal. The blood test comes tomorrow which I'm sure will be fine. This whole day I'm spending in bed being depressed not being a woman.
Even though my libido is low it's not non-existent... I watch only gay porn. Just now I came to the realization that I might avoid straight porn because it's painful, it's triggering my gender dysphoria really badly.