When I'm exhausted the negativity swallows me. I don't have the will or energy to fight. It's a constant fight every day and most people have no fucking clue. Sometimes I just hate people because they don't care at all and just enjoy their lives. I guess it is fucked up how I feel but I am fucked up completely. I have to suffer so fucking much that it makes no sense. What the fuck Im fighting here for? Close to crying and thinking about death. Usually I get out of this but at these times it feels like I won't. Feels like I'm just kidding myself here.
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