Strong day at work. And OCD was at bay. There were several loops starting but I forced myself to focus on work, which more or less worked. Yesterday I hyped/motivated/felt that tomorrow will be good and I will be able to do a good job. It wasn't a coincidence. I managed to do that a few times in the past. Of course many variables are in play so it's hard to exploit this. But if you do alright during the day you get some positive momentum. This momentum makes it slightly easier to continue later. By easier I don't mean it's easy. Every day I have to battle myself to win the day.
At work I have a big mirror and I look at myself every time I go outside/inside the office. I guess I expect to see a woman eventually...
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