Morning. One of the problems peaked and it hit me hard. However I was very aware of what was happening in my mind, I saw the default pattern starting. I called it fake and started working on perspective. It took hours but I managed not to fall into the hole. During the day I felt a bit weird, like all over the place but not too bad considering. In the evening after work another major problem acted up. There is no break for me. I still manage not to fall for my default pattern. It's like I'm feeling both sides simultaneously. It's the first time I managed to do this.
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