Holiday day. A day wasted. You could think I did some useless shit and should feel relaxed and good. But. I feel worse than feeling the pain of discipline. I have to remember this in the future. I complain that I don't have time and when I do I behave like this. I understand that from daily suffering and no pleasure it becomes really hard to put additional pain on myself but I have to learn to balance this. And by balance I don't mean equally.
Laser in 2 weeks. Feel super anxious but at the same time I feel good. That's a step towards one of the most important things for me.
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