Digitalization is being integrated at work so today there were some new things, it was a bit more active day than usual. Maybe this activity at work triggered some old patterns not sure but for a brief moment I felt like a balanced enby if you will. For a brief moment I felt partly like a guy and usually it never happens. Soon enough it settled. I hate that I'm somewhere in between and nothing is clear. I know that the feminine side is dominating but there seems to be some masculine part somewhere that doesn't allow me to be a woman...
Working on discipline is unpleasant and hard but at the same time it makes me feel a bit better overall.
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