Woke up before 8 am but got out of bed only after 10 am. Either I'm really lacking simple discipline or my daily struggles exhaust me a lot so I kinda need this... Could be both.
Prepared some clothes for a return and shaved my bikini area. That's all I did today... Will try to do better tomorrow. Oh and even though I more or less controlled it my OCD was really active today. I guess at home I get more freedom so it becomes harder to fight it. It's fucking hard.
10 pm. Listening Powerman 5000 album, drinking black coffee and thinking about trying women's jeans. Having a difficult time finding spray-on type jeans that would suit me just right. Often it's a bit too tight on my calves. And it has to be black so I have less to choose from. So from checking out a few stores it feels like the majority of jeans for women are made for bigger butts which I don't really have.... super sad. Might still try a few jeans to see how it feels. The assortment of clothes for men is so poor compared to what women have.
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