It was a decent day. Managed to do some good work and kept my OCD in control. It kept pushing many times but somehow had the strength not to give in. Just a number of short obsessive loops. Mood - meh. And it's really good considering.
I love and hate Fridays. It's great because I will have some time for my things during the weekend however bathroom rituals and IPL legs session is a killer. Writing this at 11 pm and I'm exhausted. I hope I won't be in bed until tomorrow noon as it's such a waste. Especially in my situation.
Noticed that when I see not that attractive women I feel good. The reason for that is (I think) that if I eventually transition (MTF) I could look at least ok and more or less blend in.
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