Wednesday

Hospital -> triggers -> gender dysphoria at 100% -> suicidal thoughts and crying at work for at least an hour
When suffering from dysphoria I would always try to push away from it. Sometimes it would work, sometimes it wouldn't. Sometimes the next day I would feel 'normal', sometimes I would be messed up for days or weeks. What if reaching the very bottom and crying would help release a lot of emotions and it would be easier to reset?