Wednesday

Laser day. The pain is huge and the results aren't that great. As always on this day I get very dysphoric and messed up.
I'm a little sick. So this and the heat outside just kills me. I was sitting in the bus and I saw a woman outside. And for some reason I felt it was me. Or was it supposed to be me. Sometimes I get really weird...
Sometimes I get so tired of not being able to be me that I feel soon I might explode.