Wednesday

I started the day by losing. Stayed in bed too long and even skipped my face washing. I think this meant that I started the day with negativity. After that I felt like I was starting to stack negativity, to view everything only in a negative way. I caught myself and started asking questions. I understood what and why was happening and this helped to stop progressing.
At work for several hours I was thinking about sex while working. Later I was able to focus more on work. I guess my obsessive personality is at play in every aspect of my life.