Tuesday

Full body laser day except for my bikini and face. Went alright but I felt very dysphoric seeing all those young beautiful women. Also felt FOMO. This kind of put me into a depressed state. Also this damned sun is starting to kill me already. I guess the best strategy in this case is to just try to ignore to this state related thoughts and just push on progress.
I guess the worst of all is the fact that I don't know what I am. I see all those MTFs being sure and knowing their path and here I am wondering what I should do...