Wednesday

The day was the same as yesterday. I felt depressed but numb. Even though that state sucks I'm able to work which is something.
In the evening I saw one transgirl being happy because she pass quite well. That hit me real hard for obvious reasons. For one she is so young and she has so much time ahead. And another thing is that she already pass well. Meanwhile I'm here all confused and messed up... and 30 years old... Caught myself starting to look at everything with negative lenses. Well at least I'm advanced here...