Monday

Weird type of work at work. Hurt my finger a little...
Electrolysis day. Anxiety and dysphoria was the theme today. Even when I was sipping my coffee I felt super anxious. My anxiety-induced paranoia was telling me that those young people were looking at me and laughing. It's very possible there was some truth in that but my reality is distorted. I guess I lack confidence in my looks. Like a lot. I felt dysphoric but at that time I felt like my anxiety was even stronger. I'm so fucking tired of this mental pain.