Sunday

Started the day strong. For me anyway. Also I still felt some positive momentum. Even about my toxic family. I was able to see through the shit and see the way.
I think for me motivation comes from positivity and not negativity. I know some people get motivated by negativity but for me it's the opposite. On the macro level negativity is what gives me motivation to push forward. Naturally I'm quite lazy but because of my problems I know what has to be done.
After lunch I felt weak and dizzy. A terrible combo.