Monday

Felt alone and depressed the whole day. Even now in the evening even if I manage to spark some positivity it does almost nothing to my darkness.
Had a nice time with my psychologist. We joked a little. It was fun. I have no one to do that irl.
I'm pretty sure some teen girls laughed a little at my appearance. I dress all black and also these days I'm wearing my platform NewRock boots. That alone is weird. Felt a bit uncomfortable but I didn't care too much. It's my expression. It's me. I wonder what they would say if they saw what's in my mind...