Friday

The day started ok. In the morning I was about to skip my workout as there wasn't much time left. I started feeling weird about this and I knew that if I did my workout it would be a mood boost. I pushed myself and did my workout. It helped. At work I felt slightly hyped. I'm sure the fact that it was a Friday helped too. Also I kept thinking about FFS possibilities which also added to my mood.
After lunch I had my psychologist appointment. For 2 exhausting hours I was doing a variety of tests. After those tests my face was hot. Will get results next week. Too bad that this session cost what I make in a whole week.
The psychologist was aware of my gender dysphoria. She even told me that she was feeling a feminine vibe from me. That was huge for me. I don't even know how to express myself how that made me feel. It felt amazing. Years ago if I was called feminine I would probably take that as an insult. At least that's how I was taught to react...