Friday

Laser day. A few areas were crazy painful. Also I noticed laser technician's feminine face features and it was really painful.
I stopped taking my antidepressants. Dizziness is still a problem however today I felt quite good. Unusually good. From early morning I felt calm. Not much stress or anxiety. Also I felt confident the whole day. I felt like I could do anything, I could alter my reality. But soon I felt drained and that mentioned feeling reduced a lot. If I could feel like that all the time, I could achieve much more, and my mental state would be way more stable.