Wednesday

Found out I have a decent heart problem. Like it wasn't enough.
Had an appointment with a pretty psychologist. Not only she was triggering but also we talked about my dysphoria. I got so depressed I wish I wasn't even alive. I feel like I can't take it much more. I hope sleep will help a little like it used to... And what's even worse is that my mom doesn't care. Even though being on antidepressants makes it very hard to cry, I cried...