Wednesday

Was a decent day. Fought antidepressant fatigue with an energy drink. Worked like a charm however it's not a healthy choice.
In the office I have a big mirror. Whenever I go to the bathroom I look at it. Mostly with disgust.
If I didn't have a hair problem my appearance would be so much better. I keep seeing those good looking teen girls. Such soft features and their hair... I feel such FOMO it's crazy... And it's not only fear, I'm actually missing out on life... I want to be young forever...