Saturday

Breakfast at 2 pm. I really need to try harder...
I keep looking at the mirror every day expecting to see something different. Something like a real me...
So after wasting a lot of time again I got some negative momentum. Felt like shit and wanted just to lie in bed and do nothing. Made myself to prepare late breakfast and do my morning workout. And that was the start of positive momentum. After this I did a long bathroom routine with shaving and all. Felt good and felt like riding this momentum. I need to remember that the first step is the hardest and the most important. I experienced all this several times in the recent past.