Saturday

Fem motivational videos. Balancing motivation and dysphoria.
Workouts are sooooooo fucking hard but at the same time it feels so good in a weird way.
Played with myself a little last night and then slept a lot. Woke up, had coffee with a donut and slept again. Either I lack sleep so I compensated for it or I'm sick and need more sleep or I'm just lazy and chose bed instead of work.