Thursday

Had to leave work before lunch. The heat is at its highest these days and my health is at its worst. I hope this disability won't last too long as I couldn't hold any job.
Tomorrow face and bikini laser session and the day after the rest of the body. I'm pushing myself to my limits.
Seeing couples outside triggering me badly. I wish with all my heart I was that girl and I had a boyfriend or husband. But I don't even like masculinity romantically.