Sunday

So I came out to my mom a tiny bit more. I let her know that I don't like when I look too masculine. She didn't like it. I asked if she is disgusted by me but she said that she wasn't (I'm sure she is at least a little bit). She just said that she thought I was normal and it turned out to be the opposite. Disappointment. Maybe I need to take a break. But I guess when you pretend for so long it starts to build up inside until it becomes too much.
Did my first workout after not doing it for a week or so. Was really hard but I feel better after.
There is a potentially minor skin problem that I'm obsessing about a lot right now. I have experience with anomalies when doctors can't help. So I'm afraid this could also be one of those anomalies.