Saturday

It seems that antidepressants don't let me fall deep into depression. I'm more slow and sleepy though. So that's a trade-off.
Metallica is today's band.
Today I'm thinking about how disappointed and ashamed my parents will be. I will start to slowly change and they thought I was more or less normal. Also sometimes I have a feeling that I'm a bit too old to make such a change. I guess when younger people do it it could be more acceptable. In a way anyway.
A little afraid that HRT could give me too big breasts that I couldn't hide if I wanted to.