So noticed that the hair situation might be worse than I thought. This hit me so hard that I could barely do any work for several hours. I simply didn't know how to work. Obsessive thoughts and panic were so so so strong I couldn't help myself.
On the bus home I almost cried. Deep sadness and dysphoria swallowed me. I will never be a young woman or mother I see outside all the time. Writing this now I feel I'm not too far from throwing up...
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