Monday

After the weekend heavy hair loss during washing. The start was hard. At work was obsessing about if I might lose my libido completely from Finasteride use. Would love to get ED but it would be super sad to lose my already low libido.
On the way back home saw MANY young women with nice butts and legs. I can't get a break. It seems everyone has nice butts. BBL would be an option if I had fat. Seems only weight training could make it better for me. Also potentially HRT could help with that. However I have no idea when I will start making moves for HRT. Also there is some doubt deep inside. Could be fear of how everything will turn out, especially when my posture is quite bad and it's very difficult to improve. Anyway first I have to fix my hair one way or another because that shit alone makes me ugly.