Was in the hole the whole day, it's so painful that I cried. Some tears fell into my ear because I was in bed. Before crying I was thinking about death and how it could end my pain. Thought about slitting my wrists. It would be the last painful thing. After I actually cried I felt a bit better. And all this because of my hair situation. And I can't find a real specialist that would know his/her shit. Could barely do any work today as I was all fucked up. And I have to work more so I can afford those scams...
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