What a fucking day. Hard to breathe, dizzy and faintness. It lasted only a few hours but my mind was all over the place for the rest of the day which affected my work a lot. It felt like it was a mild panic attack.
I sleep only around 5 hours so Im lacking sleep. Also yesterday I pushed myself with work after work and the whole bathroom routine. Now after work I feel like I could go to bed but will try to push again. Either I get stronger and used to it or I will fuck myself up completely.
The hair. Dysphoria is hitting me every second when on the way to/from work. So fucking painful. I wish I could just stay home for a few years until I fix it or I die
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