On the second day Im killing at work. I guess it would be considered normal work by normal people but for me it's great. Maybe 1/4 dose of Fluanxol helps with that but even if it does it's not a big impact. But work at work isn't as important as what I do after work. However these days after work I'm completely exhausted so I do very little progress. Quite sad really but I guess summer will be like this for me.
I envy so much of young women who can be themselves and live a fulfilled life. Compared to me anyway. Even though I don't write about this every day I feel the pain every minute. At least my posture would be better... I'm trying to work on that but it will help just on some level as some changes are irreversible. I wish I could die and start over.
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