On Saturday I was very exhausted so went to take a quick nap at ~5 pm. Got out of bed on Sunday at ~11 am. Even missed brushing my teeth and a few of my workouts. Tomorrow getting into my routine for sure.
On Saturday my first full bikini laser session took a lot of energy. I think embarrassing/anxious situations can become a lot more tolerable by experiencing them on regular basis. At the end of my session it felt like I already reached the highest levels of anxiety and embarrassment so it started to bother me less.
Sunday. Huge headache. Partly taking this day off. Doing some small tasks so it's not completely a waste. Feeling some irritation from yesterday and obsessing a bit about them. What if it won't get better? Not likely but even slim possibilities are triggering my OCD. Mood. Positive and negative at the same time. Positive because it's progress and I'm not going to stop which feels quite good.
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