I hate that tomorrow I have to go to work again...
Today I was researching laser places in the nearest big city. Sexism is real. It seems there is no place doing full bikini for men. Dysphoria kept being triggered the whole day. Everything reminds me of what I'm missing in life being stuck in this fucking body. I hate it so much. Im fucking exhausted. Anyway, emailed 11 places I found asking if they would do full bikini and full face for a man. For a MAN! Fuck me. Im barely holding. Have to do a small workout and hit the shower. Maybe this will help to reset. Yeah it's 11 pm and I feel slightly better and refreshed.
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